Hadda work up some just straight gumption to fit that elbow-piece. How gratifying that it fits as well as wanted!

Depression is a real bitch. It's not like there's a "this is the way through it" to depression, it's something you've gotta take a step at a time. That's two aphorisms already and i got plenty more behind but you've heard aphorisms. So fuck it, use the aphorisms. Whatever thing you think of that gets you to having a scrape or scrap better time in your head is helping.